A story of overcoming anxiety and taking loads
This article by Kevin Moroso was originally published in Xtra Magazine as part of the Filling Station column.
I walked into the bathhouse and handed the man my membership card. I was all confidence, Jake all nerves. Grabbing our towels and a key for the double room, we walked downstairs, searched for our door, went inside, and closed it behind us.
Jake began to hyperventilate.
“I don’t think I can do this — I’m having a panic attack,” he said.
I held him close and told him it was okay, we’d just lie on the bed together for a while. We lay down, holding hands, enough space between us so he could breathe. Jake hadn’t been to a bathhouse or even had group sex since he’d quit meth a couple years ago. He was desperate to enjoy wild sex again, but the space triggered his anxiety.
“It’s totally okay,” I said. “We can go. Just walk up and leave. You aren’t going to disappoint me — I’m just as happy spending a night together, just the two of us. You’re all I need.” Jake took a deep breath. He wanted to do this and now was his opportunity, with someone he trusted. We lay there for a little while longer, Jake taking deep breaths, me just holding his hand.
Well, it was now or never. We both got up and stripped down to our jockstraps. I placed my lube beside the bed, and told Jake to kneel at the edge. As he did, I took out my Jiffy marker and wrote the following words on his ass cheeks:
“CUM DUMP”
Seeing those words written on his ass turned me rock hard. I grabbed my blindfold and covered Jake’s eyes. I asked him if he was ready. He took a deep breath, and said yes.
I turned and opened the door halfway. I grabbed the lube, poured some on my cock, and plunged deep into Jake’s hole. As I fucked him, I kept my eyes on the door. Some men walked by, stopped, looked, then kept walking. One man walked into the room for a closer look. After a minute, I asked if he wanted to take a turn, but he declined, watched some more, then walked away.
A couple minutes later, two guys who seemed to be together, one in his 40s, the other in his 20s, walked into the room. They watched for a little, and when I offered Jake’s ass the younger one took the bait. I pulled out of Jake, and the guy took over. He seemed to enjoy himself but didn’t say a word. He grunted a little, breathed heavily, thrust faster, then let out a big sigh.
Jake had gotten his first load of the night.
After the younger guy finished, the older guy took over and fucked Jake. Again, no words were exchanged. Once he had shot his load, the two guys left the room and I shut the door behind them. I took the blindfold off Jake and brought him onto the bed with me.
“How are you feeling now?” I asked. Jake told me he was doing just fine. After a few minutes of chilling, I suggested we take a walk around. We cruised the corridors and walked down to the dark room. Jake took some more cock there before we returned to our room. After several loads, we had had enough. We got dressed, grabbed our belongings, and checked out. We went back to my place, I fucked him one last time, and we fell asleep cuddling.
A week later, we hosted a group play party at a B&B we were staying at. There was no more anxiety. In fact, Jake has been taking part in more group sex back home. He’s starting to fulfil his desires all on his own.
I’ve written about why I enjoy being a cum dump on occasion. Not often, but sometimes I get the strong urge. But what do I get out of making someone else into a cum dump? Why are so many of the guys I date or have romantic feelings for cum dumps?
Well, for one, I’m a vers top and have a pretty insatiable sex drive. I like a partner who is ready to get fucked at a moment’s notice, and guys who are insatiable vers bottoms are also very likely to be cum dumps.
Second, cum dumps tend to enjoy wild sex, a trait I share. Don’t get me wrong, I do enjoy passionate, vanilla, one-on-one sex with lots of cuddling. But I also like to be more adventurous: private orgies, public orgies, park sex, alley sex, exhibitionism, piss play, role play, bondage. If a guy is into being a cum dump, he’s likely into a lot of that too.
Third, I usually prefer being in control when it comes to sex. I’m going to put you into the position I want you to be in, I’m going to tell you what to do in bed, I’m going to control your body and hold you down. And being in control of someone’s ass — who can enter, who cannot — gives me a sense of power.
Finally, ego. That’s my guy everyone is breeding. They’re into him and he’s mine. Seeing him take all the dick like a cum-addicted bottom just turns my crank.
Jake doesn’t live in the same city as I do, unfortunately. But I’ve been fortunate to meet others like him all over. Some may be surprised to find out how many guys are into it. My great uncle used to have a lady in every port, so I guess I’m carrying on a family tradition of sorts — I have cum dumps in cities around the world. And perhaps one day I’ll settle down and have a cum dump I can call mine.
great story i love being fucked more than once, infact as many times as i can when i visit the sex cinema or sauna here in Granada
i love being a cum dump also, I have taken as many as 10 in one night, it feels great, i always want more
I always want to be used by many!!! The most I’ve taken are 4, wish for many more!!!
been a cum dump for years since i waws gangraped and pozzed. love it and can never get enough raw cock dumping seed in me. most was 14 cocks and 10 loads at meat market amsterdam last year. guys all enjoyed watching me being loaded then using cum for lube and i lay back enjoying feeling of their cocks exploding in me. i hold off cumming until all have finished with me. try it you will love it. some of us are born to submit to men’s lust. message me for more…
I love being a cum dump. I go to Club Houston. Once in the sling I took six loads. It was awesome. I also like the room with the rimming chair. Their is something about rimming an ass and then getting fucked.
Never had any more than one guy. I think it would be erotic fun to try and become a bitch for a few guys at once. If I could actually arrange for a 3 or 4 some I would try it.
Nothing turns me off as much as the concept of having sex with a ‘cum dump’, and it’s not just from the STD perspective (though that alone is a good enough reason).
When you get to Nashville, I’d be your cumdump. :)I’m a vers. top also, but would enjoy having another cumdump whoring my ass out to as many guys as possible. Did this once with a friend of mine, and he got six other guys to fuck me. Damn, I was one happy cumdump that night. ??
I’m coming to Nashville next week. Pics?
interesting
i have been a cumdump once long time ago it was with 3 other guys and I really loved it would love to do it again but with more guys
Beautifully said… I love being a cum dump, and like Jake I have anxiety about it when its been a long time.
But giving control over myself and allowing a Dominant Man to take ownership means I have to give him the highest levels of trust, and that kind of trust only builds a relationship, even if he’s having strange men fill me with cum, it’s cum HE approved of.
unsafe sex- this story was and is ridiculous. 0 / 10
Enjoyed the story very much….let’s me dream and hope,as a Sub Bottom….very nice dreams….Thanks for posting.
I wish I had someone to take me to the bath houses…I love going solo, ass up , face down, door open..but if someone else is in control and taking turns, it would be a lot of fun….I too love being a cum dump!
Crazy unsafe sex, do these guys have a death wish?
I was only a cum dump once for 4 men. Two I didn’t know, they were friends of one of the others. They weren’t going to go bare until the other two did. For more than an hour i was on all fours with cock or ass in my face, and another up my ass. One by one, they all seeded me. The judgmental should just resist commenting. Grown men make grown decisions.
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I love this! Plus, I’ve always wanted to be used as a cum dump.
I’d rather be a cum dump via bukkake. Squirt it all over me.
I know exactly the feeling getting loaded is a so hot makes me want more
getting loaded is what I enjoy so guys wanna load me it is just natural
I love swallowing cum too much. I’m newly into getting fucked but if he ends up fucking me he’s always asked to pull out and squirt in my mouth/on my face.
Love the idea of getting fucked by several guys–but only if it’s safe!
I have been wanting to be one but haven’t found the right dominant to help e out with being one
I was an unintentional cum dump once at a bath house. I was in the steam room bent at the waist sucking a nice cock when a friend of mine playfully pretended to fuck my ass. He wasn’t hard but the guys watching didn’t know that. When he stepped aside two other guys took a turn. Another time at the same bath house I “assisted” a cum dump. See my cocktale “Masked and Marauded” for that one.
I have been a Cumdump for years. I host about twice a month in hotels. I do anon no load refused. Each time I usually take about 10 loads in my ass. My ass is quite popular with BBC. The experiences are intense.
I love being a cum dump for a group of men. Unfortunately, I don’t get the opportunity very often. I never say no to a hard cock entering my ass and leaving a load behind.
I’ve also been an unintentional cum dump once. I was in a group gathering, sucking cocks. The guy I was sucking was laying on a bed on his back while I was on all fours with my ass up in the air. Two guys came up behind me and one said to the other “that looks like an invitation”. The next thing I knew, he lubed up my ass and plunged in raw. He came quickly and remarked to his friend how tight I was. So his friend took place and quickly pumped his load into me. Both guys left before I could turn around to see them. Too bed neither wrote “cum dump” on my ass, because I was ready to take more loads.
I was on my hands and knees sucking two cocks at a theater when a guy pressed his cock against my asshole. I didn’t look back and I didn’t stop him. He inserted it all the way and quickly grabbed my hips and grunted and came.
I kept sucking as another guy took his place and came in my ass. It was unbelievably hot!! One guy came in my mouth as I felt cum dripping out of my ass. Another guy grabbed my hips, slid right into my ass easily. He too came quickly inside me. I finally stood up
I was shaking with excitement. I reached back and felt all the cum dripping out of me. I love giving pleasure
Another time I was in a hotel room and ran an add saying I would be ass up waiting. A guy responded. The room was dark. My heart was beating so hard as I lay face down ass up. He walked in
Took his pants off and slowly entered me.
No words were spoken as he sped up and came. He zipped up and left. Hottest and craziest thing I ever did!!
Great post and comments, because I love getting cum in my ass. I get extra thrills later when I feel and even smell it drizzling out, sometimes back at the office or at the grocery store.
Wow that was intense and hot. Would love to try that!
I love being a cum dump. I am so turned on by being used to please by many men. I am always trying each time to surpass my record.More cocks the merrier ?
I love bottoming and I’ve done a couple of anonymous 1-on-1s but I’ve never been a cumdump. I had a 5-way once and the most I could get was 2 guys in my ass (1 condom and 1 bare after he rimmed me for 30 minutes). My fantasy is to be fucked bareback by 5 or more guys in a session.
I haven’t been able to be a cum dump, but really would like to have several guys fuck me. Wife is not aware, so this will be almost impossible, but absolutely loved reading this. ..thank you
Any true act of human sexual intercourse demands that one partner provide the “pole”, and the other provide the “hole”. When the act involves two males, the top (aka: alpha-male, stud, bull, fucker, dom., etc.) provides his cock (pole) and inserts it into the waiting hole (aka: asshole, male pussy, etc.) of the bottom (aka: beta-male, fem, gurl, fuckee, sub., etc.). And the sex act must naturally end with the dominant top filling the submissive bottom with his cum load. From either the gay standpoint or the straight standpoint, the cum slut is the one that arouses the pole supplier the most because to a male top the act of orgasm is the “reward” for a successful mating. I have been a bottom, a submissive fem and a cum dump my entire life; and I love it. And being a chub means I have the fat ass cheeks that can take a long, hard pounding; until I feel my hot reward filling my welcoming cunt.
oh i would love to know what it feels like when a guy ejaculates inside me deep but i am always worried about catching something
being a cd submissive dressed as a slut i always enjoy being a cum dump the feeling of be forced to take as many loads of hot gooy cum makes me so femmy that i beg men to make me their sissy and they do , sucking clean a man;s limp cock after he has fuck my sissy-pussy getting and cum left and the taste of my sissy-ass slim is a sight to be seen ,,, after wards be reminded by all the cum dripping into my panties soaking my stockings wiggling loosely , with the aroma of skankie balls that was rubbed in my pretty face my real titties sore from being man handled knowing every body that see’s me can tell i am a cum dump being proud to be a cum dump
Always wanted to be treated as a cum dump …. now that I admit it sure hope it happens to me …Would love to have strangers taking turns fucking me ..
I absolutely loved the story and wish I could become one of your cum dumps. It has been a long time since I was used as a cumdumpster. I absolutely love it. Unfortunately, it’s also been a long time, over three years since I was last fucked with or without a condom and last two times the guys used condoms. I’m clean and disease free. I love sucking and swallowing but the feeling of a man taking me and shooting into is pure ecstasy to me, especially if it’s multiple men. If you’re ever in the North Georgia,USA area and need someone who wants to be used as a cumdumpster, look me up.
I guess the bottom gets a lot of thrills being a cum dumpster but if I climb into a bottom’s butt after several other tops have pounded him there often is not enough friction left in there to allow me to perform.
Sounds like fun if it weren’t like playing RUSSIAN ROULETTE! Jesus Christ! Like any good bottom, I do love having my ass loaded with cum. But you have to understand that taking so many anonymous loads poses a serious risk. I’m just bewildered by the complacency of some bottoms these days. Can anyone explain it to me? Do whatever feels good, I guess.